when somebody gets left behind..

hey! i just thought maybe i could exercise my writing again.. i always get this into my mind when i get so filled with emotions that i..(even after 12 months of talking my ass out).. couldnt figure out another way of expressing myself other than writing..

lately, this feeling of BEING LEFT BEHIND has been making me shed tears every now and then..

my team at work is slowly breaking down..

one was transferred to another team, another one is transferring to another branch, and worst, one is leaving overseas..

i knew this would come..but not too soon..

then just tonight, i came to the wake of the dad of a very close friend.. the fact that your loved ones may perish anytime at God’s command, and we don’t have control over it.. how a simple day could turn into a dramatic and painful witnessing of death..

i’ve seen it in movies, i’ve read it in books and magazines, but tonight it came from the very mouth and heart of a friend..

it then came to my mind, what if that happens to me?

what if someone leaves me behind and never shall return?

i don’t think i’m ready for it yet..

not now..

:’(

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