bullshit! im back to suicide!
im back in my hometown..
back with friends..
back to the hangouts..
back to suicide..
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my bestfriend…
my bestfriend who i love..
yah..
it was so nice seeing him again..
those cute eyes..
hahahayz..
but damn!
im back to the pain again..
on my first two days here, we talked in the park..
im glad i saw him again..
yet, its so painful to find out that he still loves her..
they broke up..
and i can see the pain in him..
yes..
we are talking..
but i know hes thinking of her..
im beside him..
but his heart’s so far away..
he’s so near yet so far..
he said "sorry" for the things he’s done to me before..
he finally felt how painful love could be..
he finally realized that love isnt just a foolish game..
he finally believed in karma..
i didnt mean to curse him before, when he hurt me..
yet, my curse happened..
karma came to haunt him..
lesson learned ayel?
he’s still him..
the same ayel i loved…
the same ayel i still love..
but he’s not mine anymore..
he was never mine anyway..
all i gotta do is be the best friend to him..
to listen to him..
to comfort him during this sad moment of his life..
im comforting him..
but who’s gonna comfort me?
this is what i call..
S U I C I D E
Uncategorized | Comment (0)the boracay hangover…
i just got here in cebu last friday from a mission trip to the attis in cogon, malay, caticlan.. with a side dish of a boracay escapade..
boracay..
perhaps the most beautiful beach in the world..
the place i never thought i cud reach..
now, i still think that was just a dream.. heheh
boracay had the best sunset evr!
i cudnt use the right words to paint its picture..but surely, the picture is vividly painted in my mind..
a memory that would last forever..
Uncategorized | Comment (0)excited for tommorow…
boracay…here we come!
one more night and to boracay we’ll fly…
we’re going on a mission trip to the Atti tribe in Malay…
God has been so faithful in providing us what we need…
and because of that, I feel a bit guilty because I havent done the best for HIM…i’m afraid I’ll disappoint my BOSS…
anyway, I’ll try my best to do HIS work there in Boracay..
may God bless each one in the team…
for the Lord!
for the win!
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