how things have been..

January 27th, 2007

well and good…

things seem to fall into place right now…

i have a part time job as a tutor for an 11 year old korean…a tutorial more like baby sitting…hehehe…

because of that part time job, i had to give up or lets just say lie low in my activeness in church…

i had a terrible financial crisis but with God’s grace, i survived…

school!?

nahhh…just flunked two exams last week…hehehe… im losing the will to study…arghhh!!!

heart check!?

well…i dont give a damn on that now…perhaps this wounded heart is just starting to get healed…

ayel? i didnt hear from him for a long time now..is he gone into oblivion??

argghhh!! whatever…

well..as i said..everything’s falling into place..

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another heartbreak!!!

January 17th, 2007

i spent the long weekend for a retreat in Bunga…

together with other church leaders, we went to that farflung area…just spending the whole day for the Lord…

the very thing i cant forget?…

HE boke my heart?!

who?!

it’s not another guy..

HE’s God…

yes!

he broke my heart..

he told me to let go of one thing i can’t!

i can’t!

he convicted me from being disobedient…

and just when i was ready to really let go, i felt coward.. i just couldnt!

arggghhh!!

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a new year…

January 3rd, 2007

this is my first entry for 2007…

goodbye 2006

hello 2007

2006 was a very interesting year for me.. many things happened… both nice and not..

i bid goodbye to the year of making and breaking..

i feel good that before the year ended, i finally became true to myself..i finally voiced out what has been in my heart for so long.. i never had any regret on what i did..

last night, he told me he’s not using his fone anymore..which means that we wouldnt hear from each other for a long time..

it’s sad..

but at least i’ll learn to live without him…

and see if he can live without me…

what’s in store for 2007? there are 362 days to come to conclude…

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